See you next year......

I really have been a complete and total slacker these last few months. To be honest, I've been dealing with so much and thinking about it so often that I haven't really wanted to spend more time typing about it. Fortunately, it looks like things are on the upswing. After feeling a lot of resentment and anger at the Boy for the stunt he pulled on our anniversary weekend, I finally feel like it's going away. I have spent the last few months really evaluating what is important to me in life and this realtionship and also if the all of those things equal us staying together. Anyway, he and I have discussed things again recently and I am feeling a little better. We have both agreed to work on the issues at hand and he has assured many times that he loves me and wants to be with me. He has also been very understanding about my feelings....which, let's be honest, he better be after all the shit he pulled. So basically that is that.

In other news, I leave for Ireland on Friday and haven't even looked at a suitcase, but I did get all my little soaps and shampoos together. Seriously, I don't think I'll ever check a bag again. I've got it down to a science! I hate waiting in a swarm of people at baggage claim so much that I'd find a way to fit my entire wardrobe into a plastic bag!

So today is my last day of work before the holiday. I took tomorrow off so I can cook my Christmas Eve feast at a more leisurely pace. I have my fingers crossed that it is not a nightmare. I'll be back int he New Year with much more interesting shit to discuss!! I hope everyone has a fabulous holiday :-D