He's in the clear...for now

The Boy came home late Thursday night and I picked him up from the airport. I could have never waited 2 days to talk to him though so Wednesday night, we spoke and I told him everything that was on my mind. I did it all calmly and without an accusatory tone (which I know I can slip into easily). He was very receptive and understanding. He was also very apologetic. According to him, he didn't think I was that upset by the incident at work. Truthfully, I was upset but that was catapulted through the roof by being brushed off and it just got worse the longer it took him to get back to me. What it comes down to is that I do trust him. Her, I'm not so sure of. Either way, I knew there was nothing going on. Although I think I was right in being upset, I think he had the right answers and I am glad to move on from that!

Annnyway, I am so over my job. Since I started school and know what I really want to be doing with my life, everyday at this desk makes me cringe. It probably doesn't help that I'm doing twice as much work as usual. Truthfully, I think this job sucks ass. I love the company, but this position is so blegh. I have no real choice though, I have to stay. They reimburse me for tuition and they pay so well that I would be stupid to leave. My best bet is to stay put for the few years while I finish school. I can put as much money as possible away so that when I do make the career change, I will have a cushion to fall back on. For the record, I hate making mature decisions. I really want to say fuck it and spend my days sitting on the couch watching All My Children.

Speaking of AMC, I went to The View last week. While waiting on line, I saw a few of my favorite people just strolling by. For some reason I run into actors from that show all the time. I have met Jackson (Walt Willy) twice...once at a renaissance faire while he wore a kilt lmao. I have also met Ryan twice (Cameron Matheson) and now I have met Greenlee (Rebecca something or other)too. All in totally random situations. The funniest part of it all is that I am not one of those people that gets starstruck. I think it may be growing up in New York, but I usually tend to leave stars alone when I run into them. I don't know how some people get so crazy over famous people. They are just normal people like us except more well known. Although I do have to say that when I met Russell Crowe, I had a totally different experience. Thank goodness I was with a group of people b/c I completely lost my voice. I could not speak. All I did was stand there and watch him talk and I SWEAR he was glowing!! haha. That is truly the only time I have ever gotten that way. Back to The View. It was fun. They gave the audience their new coffee mug. Other than that, it was a whole lot of standing around. You have to get there to wait on line super early and a few hours later they let you into the building to stand around and wait on line. Then an hour in your seat and off you go. One cool thing was that when you get off the elevator there are signs to guide you. One arrow poited to The View and the other pointed to the All My Children set! I wanted so badly to walk around Pine Valley haha.

Boy was that totally off on a rant. Sorry. One last thing....the first weekend in October is The Boy and my 4 year anniversary. Holy crap!